HE BROKE MY HEART!!!

I was so happy coz u enter in my life!! But itz juzt a dream coz u came 2 my life ,where do u lie 2 me coz want to be with me!!!

I so upset when everthing I set with u juzt a dream!!! Why should u do tiz 2 me? Omg I never guezz tiz will hapend 2 me!!! I love u so much….but everthing juzt a dream I never heard in my life!!

U should tell me from begin xhan I will consider bout it!! But now after I get know the reall…I was wondering why should I get in love wit u xhat more younger xhan me 3yearz but act lyke 20 yearz gu!y!

Itz really hurt coz I love u!!

im so stupid trust everthing u said 2 me,but now I leave u and go….im happy for xhat coz I can get better xhan u!!!

itz really hurt,xhaz only the way I gonna fine my own life soon.I can’t accept u in my life anymore ….im so sory!!!!

DEEPAVALI MOMENT

I know its late but if raya goes on for one month, why not deepavali?

So, on deepavali morning, I went to temple. And the first thing I did when back from temple iz run to the living room and eat my mom muruku.

There is only three because I ate the rest. haha. In my family we can have deepavali without new stuff, new clothes, without relatives but not without my mom muruku and custard cookies. And not to forget, the almond landon.


yea, it's that little because I ate the rest. haha :)

All my relatives were there and it was nice because I haven't seen them so long, especially my cousins. Only God knows when was the last time we met.



Me and durga my lil cousin sis





Me and kogi sis



After that, they went back on the same day!!!

But deepa;s pamily stayed in my home for 1 day!!!xhat moment really enjoyable...
Deepa sleep in my room.And i drunk carseberg...
Itz really cool,
At the morning we went out for shopping!!
We went to SSF for bought some stuff!!
Here some pic xhat we captured for memoriez!!!



Me and my lovely sis deepa



Me and myself



Wit deepa mom,my lovely atta



Gonna mizz them soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.............
That's all for now. Chao :)

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!

I would like to wish all Hindu readers, bloggers, friends and visitors Happy Diwali/Divali/Deepavali/Deewali.


For those who is keen to know what is the meaning of Diwali/Divali/Deepavali/Deewali, I’ve got this from mr Wiki:

Diwali,or Deepawali, (also called Tihar and Swanti in Nepal) (Markiscarali) is a major Indian and Nepalese festive holiday. A significant festival in Hinduism and some of the other faiths which originated in India – Jainism and Sikhism. Today it is celebrated by Hindus, Jains and Sikhs across the globe as the “Festival of Light,” where the lights or lamps signify victory of good over the evil within every human being. The festival is also celebrated by Buddhists of Nepal, particularly the Newar Buddhists.The Sanskrit word Deepavali means an array of lights that stands for victory of brightness over darkness. As the knowledge of Sanskrit diminished, the name was popularly modified to Diwali, especially in northern India. The word “Divali/Diwali” is a corruption of the Sanskrit word “Deepavali” (also transliterated as “Dipavali”). Deepa/dipa means “light of the dharma”, and avali means “a continuous line”. The more literal translation is “rows of clay lamps”.

WHAT I OWE YOU

This is a list
Of what to expect
From me to you
With love and respect
I owe you an ear
Cuz u would always pay attention
I owe you a shoulder
Cuz on yours lies my affection
I owe u a hand
You always helped out
I owe u advice
Of that there’s no doubt
I owe u respect
Of that your full
I owe trust
With my secrets you were cool
I owe you knowledge
You taught me so much
I owe you love
Deep in my heart, you touched
I owe you a friend
Who is honest and true
I owe you my life

I HAVE A FRIEND

I have a friend
Who is perfect for me
She listens to all my problems
No matter how dumb they may be


She likes herself for who she is
And never tries to change
She tells me to be myself
And that I should never change


She was shy on the phone
But she would still call
And we would talk for hours
About nothing at all


We would talk about love and life
And discuss what we wanted to be
She knew just how I felt
And how happy I could be



She listens to me patiently
But never judges what I do or say
She helped with all my problems
And never went away

I never once felt judged by her
How much that meant to me
That I could tell her all my dreams
And she would listen to me


My friend never goes and tells
What is dear to me
She keeps it all bottled up inside
And doesn't spread it like a bee

I am thankful for that friend of mine
Our friendship will never end
And she will always be there
For she is my best friend

If you want boys to answer this then post "BOYS ONLY"
If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY"

What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged u:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:
13. Body:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Go on a date with me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?
20. Married Me?

Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to bite me?
24. Kept something important from me?
25. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26. Who are you?
27. Are we friends?
28. When and how did we meet?
29. Describe me in one word:
30. What was your first impression?
31. What reminds you of me?
32. If you could give me anything what would it be?
33. How well do you know me?
34. When's the last time you saw me?
35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you

THIS SONG BOUT MY LIFE!!!

Already Gone lyrics


Songwriter : Clarkson, Kelly Brianne; Tedder, Ryan;

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

HaPPy BiRtHdAY SiS!!!

to,
my lovely sis,sharveily punichelvam

God gave a gift to the world when you were born—
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.

BITCH!!!

Hye,I juzt want 2 let u know xhat wat the real story of my status in my pofile,
Before tiz I been in love wit 1 guy who iz more younger xhan me 1year,he is 19 and name jazvinder,
And lastly I break of wit him,but honestly he iz the one who purpose 2me,I m the one who break of wit him coz,he really no tyme 4me,but he really matured!!
Ermm so xhatz about my love wit the guy,jazvinder fren iz my fren,name trishan,19 asso,
Before tiz we really close,every pob I share wit him,bout me and jazvindder,
After a few monthz,I seldomly on my fb,and lost contact wit this guy,suddenly I get know xhat he iz in relationship wit tiz girl,hasveena k tarlock juzt 15,(but donow how to respect other who are more elder xhan her)after he couple wit her,he forget bout me,I donow ever tiz girl done something or ask trishan lost contact wit me.but I feel I realy lost his relationship becoz of tiz bitch!!
Firstime I got chat wit tiz girl,she ask I know trishan or not,xhan I said my fren,and she sound k a bit xhat tyme,she said trishan lyke her very much,I said og good lol,xhan I never get any reply from trshan,ermm,xhan I juzt ignore him,

Evertyme she start chat wit me she always said she happy wit trishan lah,wat lah,;lyke wanna make me jealaous,come on,I juzt think trishan iz my fren,and I think I got a lot of admired outside there,who more good and hensem,ermm but better I go wit them lol,but this bitch show of that she really got a good guy in a life,ermm and perasan kez
Yezterday tiz bitch hit me in chat,
Our conversation!!
Tiz 1 I copy from my fb chat,wit xhat girl!!
9:08pmHasveen K
heya!
9:09pmHasveen K
hmmm not planning to reply? :-)
lol
9:11pmLeela
hye
sowie late
9:12pmHasveen K
oh its kay
thought u werent planning to reply la..thts all
hehe
9:13pmLeela
nolah
chat a bit low
so watz going on wit u
9:13pmHasveen K
hmmm other than trishan flowering up my life.. nothing much.. :-)
hahaha
and you?
:-)

9:15pmLeela
k good
me juzt being good wit my frendz
and my bf lol:)

9:16pmHasveen K
whose he ?? lol
9:17pmLeela
u donow him,if i tell u asso lol,ahhaha,
9:18pmHasveen K
haha is he also younger than u..like all the guys u like? hehe..jk k
9:18pmLeela
NOP,he older 2yearz xhan me lol
9:19pmHasveen K
finally..haha u kep liking younger guys..why ah?
cougar likings is it??
9:19pmLeela
ME ,
ahaahaha,once u know
they lyke me most
coz there said i more younger than my ge
age*
ermm
9:20pmHasveen K
lol
9:21pmLeela
i juzt lyke guy younger xhan me
9:21pmHasveen K
hahahaha funny.
9:21pmLeela
who enough matured lol
9:21pmHasveen K
haha okay.,.. peadophile is it?





So if u all want to view their pofile,
Hasveena k tarlock(who the fair 1 ryte side)
Trishan morhan
She tag me and wrote bout me in her wall!!
How cheap iz she!!


Lastly,after u know the real story,
So u can see who mistake iz tiz!!

Juzt comment on my status in my pofile,
thankz for the commentz!!!
leela

MY VIDEO

I did thiz video my own self,
to appreciate all my prendz in my networking,
i record my voice and join it wit my own pic,
and i love the result,

and i hope my pren appreciate it!!

JUZT BE MYSELF

MyNiceSpace.com


MyNiceSpace.com


MyNiceSpace.com


MyNiceSpace.com

BIG SIS I LOVE YOU!!

My Big Sis is amazing in everyway and I love her so very much.

She always inspires me and i am so very proud and honoured to call her my sister...Love you heaps Big Sis...

My dear Big Sis, you are the greatest there is,

And amazing in everyway.

I greatly admire and look up to you,

Each and every day.

You are always showing how much you care,

From your heart that is filled with love.

You are a beautiful Angel,Sent from the heavens above.

I am the luckiest Sis in the world,

To have grown up next to you.

We played and laughed and had fun together,

A great bond that has always stayed true.

Big Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts,

And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.

You are my world and I love you so much,

Always and Forever...Your Lil' Sis.

lovez,

leela

MY LOVELY SIS

ermm im very glad to meet u,

sharveily punichelvam!!!

from today ur my lil sis!!

I'll always be here through thick and thin

You can come to me, I'll listen

I'm your friend, I won't push you away

When you need a hug, my arms are wide open

When you need to talk, I have an open ear

Your growing up and getting older

Know that I'm always here, I'm not going anywhere

Wherever you are, I'm there with you

You’re in my heart and my prayers

Just know I'm here, because I truly care

You’re my sister, you mean so much

Don't want to see you hurt or cry

I'll wipe the tears, I'll get rid of your fears

Want to see you grow up and achieve

Just believe, have faithYou can do anything

You’re beautiful inside and out

You’re smart and very talented

You’re many things, but most all, you’re my sister

I believe in you and know that I'll never stop loving you

alwayz there

-LEELA-

KEEPS GETTIN BETTER;D

Step back
Gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up
What I canI serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby
Yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
You'll be loving it

Kiss, kiss
Gonna tell you right now
I'll make it
Sweet on the lips
As it can knock you out
Shut up
I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way

Yeah baby
There's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
In the blink of an eye
In the speed of the light
All the universal
Will make the planets collide
When I strap on my boots.
And I slip on my suit.
See the vixen in me
Becomes the angel for you


Some days I'm a super bitch
Up to my old tricks
But it won't last forever
Next day I'm your super girl
Out to save the world
And it keeps getting better

27 WAYZ TO MAKE UR GIRL SMILE

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y.
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
*5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
*6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
*7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
*8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
*9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
*10 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
*11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
*12 . Play with her hair.
*13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
*14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
*15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
*16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
*17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*18. Carve your names into a Tree.
*19 . If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
*20 . Give her piggyback rides.
*21 . Bring her Flowers just because.
*22 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
*23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
*24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
*25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn’t any music playing.
*26 . Kiss her in the rain.
*27 . If your in love with her . . . Tell her.

MY LOVELY BROTHER

Brother brother brother of mine

Now that I got you and u make me float in cloud number nine,

This brother so sweet,

It took us so long to meet,

It is fun to have a brother andFor all these years I had none to bother,

Brother, u add color to my life.

When in sorrow u are there to lift,

Brother you are none other than god’s precious gift…

Oh brother I’ll listen to what you say,

Will you stay by my side?

Until my final day…

i love u bro,

NATEHAN SAMUEL

WHERE AN END AND NEW BEGINING MEET

Never felt so much pain and happiness all together in a week
I found out who my real friends were
For the real ones
Thank you for always being there for me,
making me feel like its not the end,
letting me know i'm not alone,
trying your best to make me smile,
pushing me to strive for the better,
and restarting my engine whenever it stops.

For those who i thought you were,
Thank you for teaching me a lesson,
making me think deeper,
making me slightly wiser,and for the good times we shared.


For him,
I believe, I would never find anyone else
whom I would love as much as I loved you.
No one could ever replace you, or will replace you.
You showed me the best and worst sides of love.
We shared the best and worst moments of us together.
Your smile ensures me that the world is perfect.
Your touch stopped me from breathing.
I showed you how I feel, without saying a word.
I'm sorry for not being strong enough.
I will eventually learn to let you go, I hope you do too
but the memories we made, together
will be locked in a section of my heart, forever
This might be the end of a chapter,
but it's gonna lead to a better begining,
not for me
but for us



your love,
leela

FUCK IT!!

It's hard to accept when someone else comes and tell you that you're not good enough for the person you love. You're the problem that is holding him/her back from succeeding, when all that you want is the best for that person, and you have been trying to help.I wasn't sure of myself, if i could even help myself before I help you. Thanks to some encouragement from best friends, I've decided to not give up. And to prove you bitches wrong.Go to hell with you and your thoughts. You dont have the right to take my everything away from me

TAKE CARE UR MOM!!

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. .She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came toSay hello to me.I was so embarrassed.How could she do this to me?I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom onlyHas one eye!"I wanted to bury myself.I also wanted my mom to just disappear..I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me aLaughing stock, why don't you just die?"My mom did not respond....I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, becauseI was full of anger.I was oblivious to her feelings.I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.Then, I got married.I bought a house of my own.I had kids of my own.I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, myMother came to visit me.She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet herGrandchildren.When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled atHer for coming over uninvited.I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare myChildren!"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may haveGotten the wrong address,"And she disappeared out of sight..One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house..So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.My neighbors said that she died.I did not shed a single tear..They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.. "My dearest son,I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house andScared your children.I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you wereGrowing up.You see.........when you were very little, you got into an accident, andLost your eye.As a mother, I couldn't stand watching youHaving to grow up with one eye.So I gave you mine.I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in myPlace, with that eye.With all my love to you,Your mother..

OHH MY GOD!!

oh my god!!


i really forget bout my blog eady,

i never pozt for 3weekz eady,

ermm i hope it will never repeat again,

my life owh k nly,

as normal as i wonder,


for all malaysian,


happy merdeka,


live harmony & peace!!



nothing 2 talk much by now,


me damm buzy wit my


industrial trainnig report,


so i have 2 sPend alot of tyme on it,

until no tyme to hanging out wit anyone,



pity me lol!!!









p:(