i'm asking myself.

Am i the only
colour
in this
black and WHITE
world?
ps/ what HAPPENED to the colours?
smile people! (;

Yesterday i went to shamini house,and it was a enjoyfull journey xhat i never had in my frend home!!! She as a big house and big family who gather in her house for christmas....his aunty and uncle came from spore...and their son jason.i was little shy,coz i feel lyke disturbing them...ermmm ...but honestly..
I guess the wont feel lyke xhat..coz they invite me so nicely ..and it makes me little..happy lo...

I went to her home,coz want to join her for sheela wedding dinner...at 7.30 at nite lo...
I guess im in her home at 12.30pm ,and still got alot of tyme to go lo..
Ermmm her family already have plan everthing,they plan to go beach near kuantan asso lo...and the famous beach in kuantan...of coz teluk chempedak lo...we went there at 2.00pm ...and have fun over there...took lunch in mcd lo..

After went bck,i,shamini,and her mom get ready for sheela wedding dinner..
Her father send us to the resort which sheela wedding dinner held...
Ermmm...i got saw alot of my schoolmate there...
Mostly ngo,seng,dibah,sue,zahirah,and some of sheela relative xhat i know lo..
Ermmm so far i feel so happy..xhat we gather in sheela wedding dinner...and hopefully sure she will feel the same lo..

Here a few photos xhat i snap for memoriess....

shamini,seng,charles,sheela,ngo and me

me and sheela

ngo and me

seng and me

me and shamini

me and sue

me,sue,adibah&fly,and shamini

After went bck from sheela dinner,we went to megamall for a while..
And i gather wit shamini fly,,,,
and we got took alot of pic for keep in touch..
so far im happy ...to know shamini fly..so well..
and enter sheela wedding dinner...will miss u choo much sheela...keep in touch ♥muaxxxxxxxxxx

Sham aunty,me,shamini and her sis shanti wit her children

Someone once warn me about something.
Being the stubborn person that I am, I denied it. Who I'm kidding? I'm not so
sure anymore. But now it comes to haunt me. If she was around she would told me
"I told you so". I admit defeat. No use denying it. Now I'm gonna sulk. But in
time, I'll get better and I'll tell her "When it comes to the matter of the
heart, there's just no way of controlling it. But even when it knocks you down,
you'll find a way to get back up again. I've enjoyed it while it last, but
now... I'll chalk it up as experience". If you're afraid to take risks, how
would you know what awaits you at the end of the road? Sometimes, it's not the
about reaching the end of the road, it's the journey that matters. Take chances,
you'll be rewarded, in one way or another...

Merry♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Christmas♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪We Wish You a Merry ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas ♥ ♥ ♥We Wish You A Merry ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪...And A Happy New Year!♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪...

LOST MY PHONE

• ermmm i feel so bad now...
• ermm i lost my phone inside the taxi lo..
• the taxi men..lie 2 me and never tell the true!!
• my sony erricson xhat i bought for RM800..
• losttttttttttttttttttt....
• damm it!!!
• ermmmm.....

LOVE LETTER!!

Love madness.Dear my precious one,

I never thought seeing someone like you. You totally clashing of what I am thinking of you are. Turn up the individual that I think will broke my heart one day, is essentially my Prince Charming. You are my eyes, my ears, my hand and my leg. You are my heartbeats. Pretty much, you are my everything. The way you carried yourself and the way you teach me to do the same flabbergast me. I am stunned, bewitch by your love. Love that I guess been kept from me for this 20 years. I am fortunate, I must say. I found the one, I dare say. My life is with you and I am so delighted. It is never too early for me to feel this kind of love, love that felt so true, to give so sky-scraping commitment as I am saying I am fortunate and I’ve done playing around. I am committed to this one particular person, forever, I wish. This is not a gag, puppy crappy love. No. Some people couldn’t even find the love they desire. I lost somebody and I found you and ever since that I never looked back. Never and never flashing back all the history which not including you. For now, it is all you and I am happy that way. I dare not to say what we had now is faultless, perfect but I will say it is more than enough. More than I ever expected from you. We are imperfect, there is always something off beam and we sometime can’t shun ourselves from arguing about it. But like you’ve said, it’s the process for us to know each other, to link with one another. You said it will irk without some argument, raising voice or madness upon this relationship.I must agree on that. We bring tears, laughter and happiness to one another. We complete us. We are contrast that compliments each other. I am going to hold on just like you will.

For thousand times I will always say that I am sorry being impractical and ridiculous sometime. I am sorry freaking out about brainless stuff.I am sorry putting you in several circumstances (did I??) And tell you what? Don’t you ever feelinsecure about me being social-butterfly, centre of attention or you are nonsensically think that someone will kick your ass and take me away from you. No, no that wouldn’t happen. I don’t want to kill myself, no. Told you, you are my heartbeat. There’s no one will win my heart like you did, hubby. I am very imperfect. Everyone does, but my imperfection causes heartache, misery to you sometime, right? I am extremely stubborn. I am highly ego. I like to take control in almost everything. But still, you love me the way I am. You said that’s what so special about me other than the way I care about you. You always think that I am giving up on you. No, never. I will always remember the day you’ve taken care of me when I am sick. I will always remember the way you look at me. I will always remember the way you touch my hair and flip it from hiding my forehead. I will always remember the day you cry when you told me your darkest secret. I will always remember the way you say “ I LOVE YOU ” to me. I will always remember the steps that we had when we dance.I will always remember every single thing about you. I am poison by you. I am hunger for your love. And I will always be. I am having the greatest experience of my time which is being with you. I love you and I love you.