Wednesday, December 30, 2009

i'm asking myself.


Am i the only
colour
in this
black and WHITE
world?
ps/ what HAPPENED to the colours?
smile people! (;

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Yesterday i went to shamini house,and it was a enjoyfull journey xhat i never had in my frend home!!! She as a big house and big family who gather in her house for christmas....his aunty and uncle came from spore...and their son jason.i was little shy,coz i feel lyke disturbing them...ermmm ...but honestly..
I guess the wont feel lyke xhat..coz they invite me so nicely ..and it makes me little..happy lo...

I went to her home,coz want to join her for sheela wedding dinner...at 7.30 at nite lo...
I guess im in her home at 12.30pm ,and still got alot of tyme to go lo..
Ermmm her family already have plan everthing,they plan to go beach near kuantan asso lo...and the famous beach in kuantan...of coz teluk chempedak lo...we went there at 2.00pm ...and have fun over there...took lunch in mcd lo..
After went bck,i,shamini,and her mom get ready for sheela wedding dinner..
Her father send us to the resort which sheela wedding dinner held...
Ermmm...i got saw alot of my schoolmate there...
Mostly ngo,seng,dibah,sue,zahirah,and some of sheela relative xhat i know lo..
Ermmm so far i feel so happy..xhat we gather in sheela wedding dinner...and hopefully sure she will feel the same lo..

Here a few photos xhat i snap for memoriess....

shamini,seng,charles,sheela,ngo and me

me and sheela

ngo and me


seng and me

me and shamini

me and sue

me,sue,adibah&fly,and shamini

After went bck from sheela dinner,we went to megamall for a while..
And i gather wit shamini fly,,,,
and we got took alot of pic for keep in touch..
so far im happy ...to know shamini fly..so well..
and enter sheela wedding dinner...will miss u choo much sheela...keep in touch ♥muaxxxxxxxxxx

Sham aunty,me,shamini and her sis shanti wit her children

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Someone once warn me about something.
Being the stubborn person that I am, I denied it. Who I'm kidding? I'm not so
sure anymore. But now it comes to haunt me. If she was around she would told me
"I told you so". I admit defeat. No use denying it. Now I'm gonna sulk. But in
time, I'll get better and I'll tell her "When it comes to the matter of the
heart, there's just no way of controlling it. But even when it knocks you down,
you'll find a way to get back up again. I've enjoyed it while it last, but
now... I'll chalk it up as experience". If you're afraid to take risks, how
would you know what awaits you at the end of the road? Sometimes, it's not the
about reaching the end of the road, it's the journey that matters. Take chances,
you'll be rewarded, in one way or another...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Merry♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Christmas♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪We Wish You a Merry ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas ♥ ♥ ♥We Wish You A Merry ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪Christmas ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪...And A Happy New Year!♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪...

Monday, December 07, 2009

LOST MY PHONE

  • ermmm i feel so bad now...
  • ermm i lost my phone inside the taxi lo..
  • the taxi men..lie 2 me and never tell the true!!
  • my sony erricson xhat i bought for RM800..
  • losttttttttttttttttttt....
  • damm it!!!
  • ermmmm.....

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

LOVE LETTER!!


Love madness.Dear my precious one,



I never thought seeing someone like you. You totally clashing of what I am thinking of you are. Turn up the individual that I think will broke my heart one day, is essentially my Prince Charming. You are my eyes, my ears, my hand and my leg. You are my heartbeats. Pretty much, you are my everything. The way you carried yourself and the way you teach me to do the same flabbergast me. I am stunned, bewitch by your love. Love that I guess been kept from me for this 20 years. I am fortunate, I must say. I found the one, I dare say. My life is with you and I am so delighted. It is never too early for me to feel this kind of love, love that felt so true, to give so sky-scraping commitment as I am saying I am fortunate and I’ve done playing around. I am committed to this one particular person, forever, I wish. This is not a gag, puppy crappy love. No. Some people couldn’t even find the love they desire. I lost somebody and I found you and ever since that I never looked back. Never and never flashing back all the history which not including you. For now, it is all you and I am happy that way. I dare not to say what we had now is faultless, perfect but I will say it is more than enough. More than I ever expected from you. We are imperfect, there is always something off beam and we sometime can’t shun ourselves from arguing about it. But like you’ve said, it’s the process for us to know each other, to link with one another. You said it will irk without some argument, raising voice or madness upon this relationship.I must agree on that. We bring tears, laughter and happiness to one another. We complete us. We are contrast that compliments each other. I am going to hold on just like you will.

For thousand times I will always say that I am sorry being impractical and ridiculous sometime. I am sorry freaking out about brainless stuff.I am sorry putting you in several circumstances (did I??) And tell you what? Don’t you ever feelinsecure about me being social-butterfly, centre of attention or you are nonsensically think that someone will kick your ass and take me away from you. No, no that wouldn’t happen. I don’t want to kill myself, no. Told you, you are my heartbeat. There’s no one will win my heart like you did, hubby. I am very imperfect. Everyone does, but my imperfection causes heartache, misery to you sometime, right? I am extremely stubborn. I am highly ego. I like to take control in almost everything. But still, you love me the way I am. You said that’s what so special about me other than the way I care about you. You always think that I am giving up on you. No, never. I will always remember the day you’ve taken care of me when I am sick. I will always remember the way you look at me. I will always remember the way you touch my hair and flip it from hiding my forehead. I will always remember the day you cry when you told me your darkest secret. I will always remember the way you say “ I LOVE YOU ” to me. I will always remember the steps that we had when we dance.I will always remember every single thing about you. I am poison by you. I am hunger for your love. And I will always be. I am having the greatest experience of my time which is being with you. I love you and I love you.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

G.I.R.L

MyEm0.Com , I am a G . I . R . L
G = Girl

I = In

R = Real

L = Life

who loves shopping

who loves make-up

who loves high heels

who loves PINK stuff

who loves attention

who loves to be pampered

who loves nice clothes

who loves glam accessories

who loves His Boy

and always GEWDIK wit her galfwenz..

wat do u think bout dat? (^_*)

INTRESTING FACTS ABOUT MEMORY!!!



For people who have a same prob wit me (short-term memory
lost.hu3..), enjoy reading diz facts by Dr Yip Swe Chooi. huhuhu.. (^_*)

What is memory? People often talk about their memory as though their
memory is an object that can be possessed. Memory isn't something that
can be seen, touched or weighed like an object. It is a mental process and
not something you can hold in your hand.

How does our memory work? We remember things by association. Each
The more you know about a particular topic the easier it is to remember
or to learn new things about that topic because you have more "hooks" for
the new information to hook on.

Why do most of us have a bad memory? The truth is that most of us have
a good memory. The memory performance does not match the potential is
because we do not practice using it efficiently or we do not learn memory
techniques to remember better.

How can we learn to remember better? Since memory works by association,
create an association between the information will enable us to remember better.

For example, if you want to remember the following list: hamburger-refrigerator-car-dictionary-tiger-chair-radio-pencil

All you have to do is to visualize in your mind:
1. a hamburger shivering inside a refrigerator
2. a refrigerator is put inside a car.
3. a car crashes onto a giant dictionary.
4. a dictionary with pictures of tigers.
5. a tiger is sitting on a chair
6. a chair with a radio hanging on it.
7. turn on the radio with a pencil.


If you can form vivid associations, you will be surprised how easy it
is to remember the list. The idea is to be creative and visualize in
your mind the associations that connect the information together.

HOW 2 DETECT HIDDEN CAMERA IN D TOILET!!

Check with your handphone, make sure that your
handphone can still make a call before you enter a
restroom.And after entering into that particular toilet,
if your phone cannot make a call out (this
is due to the interference of fibre opticduring implementation),
it means that there is a HIDDEN CAMERA inside, so be very cautious ladies!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

when it all goin to start

When will my prince come
to sweep me off my feet?
When will my long,lost love
be found?
When will there be
someone out there that would love me for me
When will there be a time
where my heart doesn't break?
When will my happy ending come?
When will people see
that there is more to me
then what they see.

A life without you
A mystery of wonder and doubt
A song
that cannot speak to my love for you holds too many limits
It has never pained me so much than to imagine your trick
You would tell me it's only for a minute you'll be right back
But I can't help but worry this may be your last disappearing act

Thursday, November 12, 2009

EVERTHING ABOUT GIRLZ!!!

When a GIRL is quiet ...





When a GIRL is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind. MyEm0.Com



When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply. MyEm0.Com



When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.
MyEm0.Com


When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine. MyEm0.Com

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. MyEm0.Com



When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. MyEm0.Com



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. MyEm0.Com

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. MyEm0.Com



When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that. MyEm0.Com



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
MyEm0.Com


Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '



If you open this you have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck
for the rest of your life!!!!!



If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for
someone.

copy and send this to your whole list. In 5 minutes your true love will call or
message you..



Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good
will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.



So get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chain,you
will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important time of your
life.

Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself
the emotional stress.
I'll send this and wait for my dream phone call tomorrow.

WAIT,

no-one knows my phone number, lol

oh well, lets have fun and see if anyone writes me, lol

I will still be SMILING.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

QUESTIONS TO ASK GIRLS

Using Confidence to Talk to a Girl & Why You Need Questions

When you talk to a girl, you are going to have to ask her questions,otherwise you would never be able to get to know her. Even though this may seem like a difficult prospect, asking a girl questions is really the easiest part of the conversation. When you ask her a question, she starts to talk, and she gives you information that you can build on,information that you can respond to.Because she is going to start to interact with you after your very first question, all that you have to do is; relax (easier said than done, I know), listen to what she says, and then respond.


Don't worry so much about where the conversation is going to go, but instead focus on where you are at. If you do, you will find that you won't get so nervous (since you will be listening to her rather than thinking of the next thing that you are going to say), and you will be able to converse much easier.

Listening Is the Key to Talking

Yes, this may seem like a contradiction, but in fact listening is the most important part of the conversation, and unfortunately, it is also the most overlooked (or under heard). Despite having an entire arsenal of questions, if you don't listen to what she says, you might as well not even have started talking to her.
Listening is so important because if all you are doing is firing off questions and not listening to what she is saying, then you are not really having a conversation at all (you are either talking at her, or talking to yourself, neither of which will get you very far). Another reason is that it's so crucial that you listen is that she will tell you what to talk to her about. In addition, you can't learn about her unless you listen to what she is telling you

Monday, October 26, 2009

HE BROKE MY HEART!!!

I was so happy coz u enter in my life!! But itz juzt a dream coz u came 2 my life ,where do u lie 2 me coz want to be with me!!!

I so upset when everthing I set with u juzt a dream!!! Why should u do tiz 2 me? Omg I never guezz tiz will hapend 2 me!!! I love u so much….but everthing juzt a dream I never heard in my life!!

U should tell me from begin xhan I will consider bout it!! But now after I get know the reall…I was wondering why should I get in love wit u xhat more younger xhan me 3yearz but act lyke 20 yearz gu!y!

Itz really hurt coz I love u!!

im so stupid trust everthing u said 2 me,but now I leave u and go….im happy for xhat coz I can get better xhan u!!!

itz really hurt,xhaz only the way I gonna fine my own life soon.I can’t accept u in my life anymore ….im so sory!!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

DEEPAVALI MOMENT

I know its late but if raya goes on for one month, why not deepavali?

So, on deepavali morning, I went to temple. And the first thing I did when back from temple iz run to the living room and eat my mom muruku.

There is only three because I ate the rest. haha. In my family we can have deepavali without new stuff, new clothes, without relatives but not without my mom muruku and custard cookies. And not to forget, the almond landon.


yea, it's that little because I ate the rest. haha :)

All my relatives were there and it was nice because I haven't seen them so long, especially my cousins. Only God knows when was the last time we met.



Me and durga my lil cousin sis





Me and kogi sis



After that, they went back on the same day!!!

But deepa;s pamily stayed in my home for 1 day!!!xhat moment really enjoyable...
Deepa sleep in my room.And i drunk carseberg...
Itz really cool,
At the morning we went out for shopping!!
We went to SSF for bought some stuff!!
Here some pic xhat we captured for memoriez!!!



Me and my lovely sis deepa



Me and myself



Wit deepa mom,my lovely atta



Gonna mizz them soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.............
That's all for now. Chao :)

Friday, October 16, 2009

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!

I would like to wish all Hindu readers, bloggers, friends and visitors Happy Diwali/Divali/Deepavali/Deewali.


For those who is keen to know what is the meaning of Diwali/Divali/Deepavali/Deewali, I’ve got this from mr Wiki:

Diwali,or Deepawali, (also called Tihar and Swanti in Nepal) (Markiscarali) is a major Indian and Nepalese festive holiday. A significant festival in Hinduism and some of the other faiths which originated in India – Jainism and Sikhism. Today it is celebrated by Hindus, Jains and Sikhs across the globe as the “Festival of Light,” where the lights or lamps signify victory of good over the evil within every human being. The festival is also celebrated by Buddhists of Nepal, particularly the Newar Buddhists.The Sanskrit word Deepavali means an array of lights that stands for victory of brightness over darkness. As the knowledge of Sanskrit diminished, the name was popularly modified to Diwali, especially in northern India. The word “Divali/Diwali” is a corruption of the Sanskrit word “Deepavali” (also transliterated as “Dipavali”). Deepa/dipa means “light of the dharma”, and avali means “a continuous line”. The more literal translation is “rows of clay lamps”.

Monday, October 05, 2009

WHAT I OWE YOU

This is a list
Of what to expect
From me to you
With love and respect
I owe you an ear
Cuz u would always pay attention
I owe you a shoulder
Cuz on yours lies my affection
I owe u a hand
You always helped out
I owe u advice
Of that there’s no doubt
I owe u respect
Of that your full
I owe trust
With my secrets you were cool
I owe you knowledge
You taught me so much
I owe you love
Deep in my heart, you touched
I owe you a friend
Who is honest and true
I owe you my life

I HAVE A FRIEND

I have a friend
Who is perfect for me
She listens to all my problems
No matter how dumb they may be


She likes herself for who she is
And never tries to change
She tells me to be myself
And that I should never change


She was shy on the phone
But she would still call
And we would talk for hours
About nothing at all


We would talk about love and life
And discuss what we wanted to be
She knew just how I felt
And how happy I could be



She listens to me patiently
But never judges what I do or say
She helped with all my problems
And never went away

I never once felt judged by her
How much that meant to me
That I could tell her all my dreams
And she would listen to me


My friend never goes and tells
What is dear to me
She keeps it all bottled up inside
And doesn't spread it like a bee

I am thankful for that friend of mine
Our friendship will never end
And she will always be there
For she is my best friend

Sunday, October 04, 2009

If you want boys to answer this then post "BOYS ONLY"
If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY"

What would you do if?
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged u:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:
13. Body:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if i told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Go on a date with me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?
20. Married Me?

Have you ever?
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to bite me?
24. Kept something important from me?
25. Wanted to cuddle with me?

More.
26. Who are you?
27. Are we friends?
28. When and how did we meet?
29. Describe me in one word:
30. What was your first impression?
31. What reminds you of me?
32. If you could give me anything what would it be?
33. How well do you know me?
34. When's the last time you saw me?
35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you

Saturday, October 03, 2009

THIS SONG BOUT MY LIFE!!!

Already Gone lyrics


Songwriter : Clarkson, Kelly Brianne; Tedder, Ryan;

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Friday, October 02, 2009

HaPPy BiRtHdAY SiS!!!

to,
my lovely sis,sharveily punichelvam

God gave a gift to the world when you were born—
a person who loves, who cares,
who sees a person’s need and fills it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on others
rather than herself,
someone who touches each life she enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched, touches others.
Your birthday deserves to be a national holiday,
because you are a special treasure
for all that you’ve done.
May the love you have shown to others
return to you, multiplied.
I wish you the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as I do.


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

BITCH!!!

Hye,I juzt want 2 let u know xhat wat the real story of my status in my pofile,
Before tiz I been in love wit 1 guy who iz more younger xhan me 1year,he is 19 and name jazvinder,
And lastly I break of wit him,but honestly he iz the one who purpose 2me,I m the one who break of wit him coz,he really no tyme 4me,but he really matured!!
Ermm so xhatz about my love wit the guy,jazvinder fren iz my fren,name trishan,19 asso,
Before tiz we really close,every pob I share wit him,bout me and jazvindder,
After a few monthz,I seldomly on my fb,and lost contact wit this guy,suddenly I get know xhat he iz in relationship wit tiz girl,hasveena k tarlock juzt 15,(but donow how to respect other who are more elder xhan her)after he couple wit her,he forget bout me,I donow ever tiz girl done something or ask trishan lost contact wit me.but I feel I realy lost his relationship becoz of tiz bitch!!
Firstime I got chat wit tiz girl,she ask I know trishan or not,xhan I said my fren,and she sound k a bit xhat tyme,she said trishan lyke her very much,I said og good lol,xhan I never get any reply from trshan,ermm,xhan I juzt ignore him,

Evertyme she start chat wit me she always said she happy wit trishan lah,wat lah,;lyke wanna make me jealaous,come on,I juzt think trishan iz my fren,and I think I got a lot of admired outside there,who more good and hensem,ermm but better I go wit them lol,but this bitch show of that she really got a good guy in a life,ermm and perasan kez
Yezterday tiz bitch hit me in chat,
Our conversation!!
Tiz 1 I copy from my fb chat,wit xhat girl!!
9:08pmHasveen K
heya!
9:09pmHasveen K
hmmm not planning to reply? :-)
lol
9:11pmLeela
hye
sowie late
9:12pmHasveen K
oh its kay
thought u werent planning to reply la..thts all
hehe
9:13pmLeela
nolah
chat a bit low
so watz going on wit u
9:13pmHasveen K
hmmm other than trishan flowering up my life.. nothing much.. :-)
hahaha
and you?
:-)

9:15pmLeela
k good
me juzt being good wit my frendz
and my bf lol:)

9:16pmHasveen K
whose he ?? lol
9:17pmLeela
u donow him,if i tell u asso lol,ahhaha,
9:18pmHasveen K
haha is he also younger than u..like all the guys u like? hehe..jk k
9:18pmLeela
NOP,he older 2yearz xhan me lol
9:19pmHasveen K
finally..haha u kep liking younger guys..why ah?
cougar likings is it??
9:19pmLeela
ME ,
ahaahaha,once u know
they lyke me most
coz there said i more younger than my ge
age*
ermm
9:20pmHasveen K
lol
9:21pmLeela
i juzt lyke guy younger xhan me
9:21pmHasveen K
hahahaha funny.
9:21pmLeela
who enough matured lol
9:21pmHasveen K
haha okay.,.. peadophile is it?





So if u all want to view their pofile,
Hasveena k tarlock(who the fair 1 ryte side)
Trishan morhan
She tag me and wrote bout me in her wall!!
How cheap iz she!!


Lastly,after u know the real story,
So u can see who mistake iz tiz!!

Juzt comment on my status in my pofile,
thankz for the commentz!!!
leela

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

MY VIDEO

I did thiz video my own self,
to appreciate all my prendz in my networking,
i record my voice and join it wit my own pic,
and i love the result,

and i hope my pren appreciate it!!


Sunday, September 27, 2009

BIG SIS I LOVE YOU!!

My Big Sis is amazing in everyway and I love her so very much.
She always inspires me and i am so very proud and honoured to call her my sister...Love you heaps Big Sis...
My dear Big Sis, you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.
I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.
You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,Sent from the heavens above.
I am the luckiest Sis in the world,
To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.
Big Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts,
And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...Your Lil' Sis.
lovez,
leela